Proverbs 31:25 "Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come."
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Calmness in the midst of chaos
Quietness among different voices
Basking to still foreign sounds
Realized it no longer engulfs
Inside a serene four-walled place
Smells of coffee made the day
Perhaps own solitude skyrocketed
But it’s great living inside the head
Loneliness comes and goes
Happiness is a choice
Lingering questions
Deciphering answers
Should you stop or should you go
Holding on or letting go
Either way serves a lesson
Within you is the right decision
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The hardest part of all
Not the beginning
But the end
Saying goodbyes
Unspoken words
Parting ways
Teary eyes
Joyful heart
Warm embrace
Letting go
Moving on
It’s finally end
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To end everything
A passing thought
Or unconscious desire
Fear of future uncertainty
Tremble with worry
My own mind mocking me
With many lies
The truth hides
I am never wise
2023
Feelings, why is it so complicated
I knew what I feel for you
But never plan to tell you
Cause it is still new
Once you know me little by little
I hope you won’t change
I’m just being me
Enjoying myself freely
Either you will be intimidated
And you might think
I’m kinda overbearing
Because I’m present in everything
Or you might belittle me
Because I am not worthy
Or not working hard enough
Or just plainly ignorant
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I am now a butterfly
No longer a caterpillar
In the past years
I realized
I am inside a cocoon
Alone in the dark
To prepare for a change
A change that is so good
Which I myself
Cannot even fathom
To a new beginning
That I only dream about
I spread my wings
And now enjoying the flight
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In the middle of this dark room
Luminescent light peeks in its form
Sleep won’t come so I stare and bore
Wondering what I am doing all along
Being still and doing nothing
Feeling lifeless but still breathing
Still life and living still
Still here yet barely there
Move, move they say I must move
But you know I’ve got nothing to prove
June 25, 2022
We often focus on the extraordinary
Even the non-existent in reality
That we overlooked the ordinary
And neglect its natural beauty
Just like a three-leaf clover
Simple yet beautiful in its order
Covering land to make it greener
Giving life to the scorching Summer
People say four-leaf clover gives luck
So everyone tries to find it without slack
Only to be disappointed for continuous lack
Because life remains feeling stuck
I myself don’t believe in luck
For I know God has my back
Every blessing that I have had
Came from Him, there is no doubt
November 2021
No matter how much you hide
I can see all of you in my naked eyes
Your bruises and past hurts
Your madness and all outbursts
You try to fight your bad thoughts alone
And grasp all ugly truths on your own
Persevere and work hard in solitude
Now everyone praises you with gratitude
Now you are stronger and happier
Became more honest with yourself
Celebrated life’s ups and downs
Knowing life has great lessons surrounds
January 23, 2022, at Banpo Han River, Seoul, South Korea
As cold as it may sound
It gives my heart a warmth
Snow filled ground
Gives me peace and inner calm
In Winter, trees may look dead and dry
But underneath it is fully alive
Waiting patiently for its time
To bloom and grow beautifully fine
October 9, 2021
I’m always longing for you
My heart aches when I think of you
Is this feeling real?
Or am I just being delusional?
You don’t even know me
I don’t exist in your world
But you’re becoming my world
and it’s not fair
My feelings still feel surreal
For three whole years, it’s here
Admiring you from afar
My insecurities got me this far
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